Well I must admit, I had really gotten my hopes up this cycle. I know we has great timing, and I was already day dreaming about how cool it would be to tell DH we were pregnant on Fathers Day. I actually even checked to see if I had a HPT this morning, so I could test tom or Sunday. Yep, not necessary. CD 1 has arrived, and so begins cycle #12. I hate this. I just don't understand how I let myself get so hopeful each cycle. Truthfully, I was better at guarding myself in the beginning than I am now. I used to go through the cycle assuming I wasn't pregnant, then when AF arrived, I wouldn't be so let down. Recently however, every cycle I find myself being so hopeful. Why is that? Shouldn't it be the reverse?
On a positive note, it gives me 4 more weeks to get skinny! So there's always a bright side.
I hope everyone has a great weekend!!
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I'm sorry hun! :( I think I've gotten more hopeful for some of my later cycles as well. I think it was because I was thinking that the more cycles I've been through, the greater the chance that it will finally be THE cycle. Hang in there!
I was going to say what Amy said. We get more hopeful b/c its taken this many cycles..this has to be the ONE. I do the same thing. I am sorry AF arrived, but you have a good attitude!!
((HUGS)) I was right there with ya last year, as Father's Day fell exactly two weeks after H and I went to Mexico and I thought I might have O'd. Total suckage.
I'm sorry. I feel the same way. It just seems to get harder and harder, doesn't it?
((hugs)) As you know I started CD 12 yesterday. I too was having dreams of telling DH on Father's day. My do we do this to ourselves?
Ugh, I'm so sorry. It never gets easier. TTC can be so heartbreaking. :(
I'm so sorry. I was the same way. Guarded in the first few weeks, but after "O" you just can't help getting excited. It's an exciting part of life you just can't help it. It will happen, Hang in there!
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