4 Months

Last week was a VERY busy week for us! We spent the first half of the week in Orange Beach on our annual family beach trip. It was a blast and I have LOTS of picts to share in my next post. We drove home from the beach on Wednesday and flew to Kentucky Thursday morning to see my brother-in-law get married!! It was such a great weekend, but I'm exhausted from all the travel!

But most importantly... Lillian is 4 months old!! We had her 4 month well baby appointment today and I'm happy to report our little bean is growing. She's still a peanut, but the doctor assures me she's fine so I'll try not to worry too much.

Weight: 10 lbs 12 oz (<5%)
Heights: 23.5" (20%)
Head: 16.5" (70%)

So the head is still leading the way on the growth charts! LOL! She had to get two shots and a oral vaccination today. I hate seeing her in pain but know a little pain now will prevent something bad from happening in the future.

Here's a little teaser pict from the beach trip. She is just so stinkin cute!

One year ago, this weekend...

...I had just found out we were pregnant. I was so nervous, but also relieved to find out that I could actually get pregnant. One year later, we have our precious Lillian.
 

A few pictures with her boyfriend, Thatcher.

Three month pictures taken by Erin Rachel.

Discombobulated

Discombobulated. That is how I feel these days. I swear I can't get back into a groove. I don't know if its the move, or starting work again, but I am just totally disheveled. Its so frustrating. I just can't get myself together.

Today for example, I left my badge at home so I got all the way to work and had to turn around and go home to get it. Once I got back to work and was dropping Lillian off at daycare, I realized I didn't bring any change of clothes to restock her bin. Let's all take a moment and pray for no accidents today. Once I finally got into the office, I realized I had forgotten to send a really important email yesterday evening. And then I went to pump and realized I had left my pump at home. So.Frustating.I.Could.Scream.

When will I ever get my groove back?! I feel like I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off... ALL.THE.TIME.

Oh, and to make matters worse, my child has decided sleeping through the night is WAY overrated and is now waking up at crazy points throughout the night. Last night she woke up at midnight and was screaming like crazy. After trying to console her, I picked her up and brought her into our bed. She settled down and went back to bed until she woke up at 4am to eat. However the night before she slept from 8:45pm-5am. I have no idea what is going on with her.